For her new series Don’t Let Her In, Toni Messiter embraces and celebrates girlhood and rebellion, depicting fragments of memory, characters and episodes of her past.
Drawing from the aesthetics of 18th Century portraiture and in particular, familial portraits, Toni Messiter’s paintings embody modern baroque haunting. There is a stylistic affinity for theatrics which dramatically unfold as ruminations on human psychology and subconscious; presenting subjects that border upon absurdity and delight, provocation and enchantment.
"I am inspired by classical painting and portraiture, feelings of ambiguity, light and shadow. I am particularly interested in enigmatic compositions, raising questions between reality and illusion and creating a sense of uncertainty between the viewer and the figures depicted. I am interested in this dialogue of ‘who is looking at who’ between the audience and the painted subjects, which for me is tied up in my own reflection of my past; of me looking at these characters I’ve painted, and their gaze looking back at me. I feel an immediacy in their observation and strong sense of attachment to them, yet also I am an outsider to the canvas. It’s as if my painted characters challenge and speak to me, the creator and in turn the viewer. It is a kaleidoscope of memory, portraits of the past or the framing of a life, but at the same time questions of who is looking at who in the paintings confuse interpretation and subjectivity."
I am a woman not in the early stages of life. I am someone who listens and reads extensively, who is curious about history; about fashion; about all sorts of things. Don’t let her in refers to the old woman, “don’t let her in” I say, “I’m not ready”. She might be knocking at the door and close by, but she’s not coming in. I’m not ready to open the door, I still have too much to do. The figures on my canvases are all me in various stages of my life. Some look like me and some don’t, some are me now and some not my age, but they’re all me in various ways. I am either acknowledging or rebelling against the inevitable. You find in these works a discourse between generations, of what has been or what’s to come. The past and the present, merging into one. It’s about reminiscing. I haven’t painted the future, I don’t know how that will play out. I hope it’s a bit like the past, frivolous, theatrical, colourful, meaningful. This is the most revealing and transparent painting I have attempted. It has challenged me in a very personal way. I hope some can relate and connect because I don’t for one moment, feel that I am so unique.
- Toni Messiter
Installation Images by Alfonso Chávez-Luján
Toni Messiter
Don't Let Her In
October 16-November 9, 2024